Its OK don't feel embarresed? I have a hard time with speech. Try going to a private school that specialize in that? I have a similar thing so tell your parents how you feel and some private schools can help with dyslexia? Before I went to a private school I had no friends but once I went to a small private school I have friends like me that have the same struggles. There high functioning autism like what I have. Ever since I went to a school like that my grades are perfect. I'm not as lonely as I was. I honestly hate non private schools? I know that private schools deal with dyslexia cause I've been in private schools my whole life? The school is called az aspire queen creek Arizona? Show your parents the website and tell them how you feel about going to a regular school? Even though you might not live in Arizona just show them there's schools that deal with dyslexia and beg them. Its always worth a shot and send me a private message if you need anything or want some more information?💜💜💜