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I feel so hurt and angry

An women near by keep making baseless accusations on my character, without checking, whenever i talk to any guys or men. I heard her ex-husband slept around when with her and had an affair. She keep accusing me of sleeping around and seducing men, i once proved her wrong, instead of apologizing, she blamed me for being modern and not traditional and decent like her. It all started when i once talked with her ex-husband. She be mean and interfere other people in it. Say many hurtful words. I lashed out on her once and people think i am bad and take her side blindly. She tries to provoke me and make my every action and mistakes seem like i am a bad person. She once even went as far a involve my family old dog, asked my parents to leave it on streets bcuz it's old and useless, can't even walk. I stilll can't beleive how can someone be so self-important and cruel. If i get angry at her, people will bully me, but she keeps provoking me. How can i deal with her and people around me, they take her side blindly and bully me.

After she involved old dog, i lost my temper on her and pointed out each and every mistake of her, i hate everyone and this world, why r people so cruel and insensitive. I rather be alone than have friends or people who support her and make excuses for her bad behaviours.
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riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
I can't give you advise on that .
A lot happened me in the way your explaining it .
All I can say is I got a nervous breakdown from it at the start and after having so much years of putting up with me my nervous breakdown went away . I do get very angry at times and as what you said you rather be alone so do I .
See when your on your own at the start the loneliness can be like looking for water in a desert but eventually the water appears and you don't feel as lonely as before .
I must admit at the start when all of this happened I tried to kill myself 3 times in 6 weeks cause there was so much fear in my life but that past .
I fell out of a long time friendship before with someone cause I wouldn't takes sides on either party . I prefer to be mutual and have no involvement in any part .
Why ? It's all drama .
I'm not taking away your hurt and pain but you get stronger and stronger as time goes on .
Once you know your not bad that's all that counts but what happens why you think you look bad is that you end up feeling very subconscious around people or aware on what's being said .
That's brings on the fear and anger .
I always goes back to the bible with that stuff .
" Don't put no false Gods before you "
" The Lord is my shepherd there's nothing I shall want "
" You can have the whole world but loose your soul "
There very valid especially around the stuff your talking about .
You just have to pray .
You re act you be the one ending up apologising.
sahi81 · 26-30, F
@riseofthemachine r u from USA? I think u should take a break and seek therapy or focus on ur health and mental health. So sorry to know what u r gone through, i hope things get better for u
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