Venting on here because everywhere else says I need serious help-
I want to die.
I've lost all motivation in doing things I enjoy and simply living. My friends have been ignoring me.. maybe they're planning something for my birthday, since it's coming up soon, but my overthinking ass won't let it go.
I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of these thoughts. I'm sick of this life.
Sometimes it feels like things would be better for everyone if I just disappeared..
I feel like a burden. Just an extra mouth to feed.
Heck, if I do try, they might not even bother reading the note I've left for them to find.
It feels like they don't care about me.
I've lost all motivation in doing things I enjoy and simply living. My friends have been ignoring me.. maybe they're planning something for my birthday, since it's coming up soon, but my overthinking ass won't let it go.
I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of these thoughts. I'm sick of this life.
Sometimes it feels like things would be better for everyone if I just disappeared..
I feel like a burden. Just an extra mouth to feed.
Heck, if I do try, they might not even bother reading the note I've left for them to find.
It feels like they don't care about me.
22-25, C
