Consider experimenting with a different kind of communicating.
Try asking them questions about themselves and listening to discover more about who they are, their preferences and needs.

someday youll make friends who care about you and youll wonder how you wasted so much time on people who treated you like a burden. your experience is all too familiar to me

you havent met everyone in life yet who youll love, i promise

I feel the same way with some of my friends
And it hurts me.

Sorry to hear that buddy. Maybe take some time off them

There are plenty of nice people here who care about you and will listen to you. I'm one of them. Please let me know if you'd like to talk. 🫂

I stopped hanging around with groups of people when I felt unappreciated and when invited over years later they hadn't changed.

Maybe it's time to find people who enjoy the things you do...