I hate feeling this stupid when I don't think I am this stupid

Everybody is smart in different ways or have different IQs and that's fine. Where I learn now, I can clearly see I'm a different type of smart than the others and I hate it. Because the type of smart I isn't the type of smart I should be there, și I end up feeling stupid.
All I have to learn are things I'm not good at that others ace with ease and I have to work hours and cry because I don't understand what's in front of me and there's no one I can ask to help me understand.
I am in Highschool and I csnt stand school anymore, it's too broken for me. But I have to go to college and that only makes me want to not be here.

I am probably exaggerating but I am indeed writting this while feeling extremely sad.

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UnderLockDown · M

Dude, you have the greatest learning tool ever, a computer. Check u-tube for tutorial vids, don't give up on the first one, different people have different ways of explaining things, just like we all have different ways of learning. You'll most likely come across someone that explains things in a way that "clicks" for you.

Gasgapodol

@UnderLockDown i sometimes do and it works but sometimes for example in math or so it explains it different or does something in a different way and then I get confused between the teacher's way and this way. I usually try to manage it as much as I can-