Are you really ok with nothingness after death? Because im not.

I'm 14 and the thought of my life ending and thats it, no feeling, no afterlife, no thought, no body, is far more scary to me then an eternal hell. It makes me feel so physically sick and i dont know what to do about it, people just say im 14 and i shouldn't worry about it, but i really can't stop it. I think people who would throw away an eternal life are stupid because i dont know if ill ever be able to accept the finality of death. I can't possibly know how nothing feels but i dont want to, it's genuinely sickening to me. This is running my life and i've been losing sleep over it for 2 years.
Any advice?

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reisama · 18-21

im not that religious but i feel like death has a lot to do with what you believe in. my suicidal ideations have always been passive because im so scared of being judged for a necessary sin. i do believe that theres more after death, but nothingness is terribly scary. id love for my mistakes to be erased, but itd take all the good parts too. people i love and memories i have. to be something after a mortal death while still retaining my memories would be nicer:) its just scary that i will be judged. but at least i wont be nothing