I'm always anxious about my future

I think that's a very normal reaction until you get acclimated to your surroundings and all and the courses. And if you're away from family that would certainly cause more stress. Don't be hard on yourself at this time. Give yourself time to adjust. You know you can do the work. Just don't panic and take your time, focus, and don't procrastinate when it comes to doing your studying and homework. That will just make things worse for you. You'll be okay. It's just a temporary adjustment. I believe in you. If it would make you feel better, it might help to talk to the school counselor and tell her or him how you're feeling. They can help put your mind at ease and give you very helpful suggestions. I will pray for you. Prayer does work wonders. I'm sure you're capable. It's just that you're panicking right now, but you will adjust. I greatly admire you for taking this important step. By finishing these courses, you will set your whole life up and never have to struggle again. Keep thinking of all the benefits. You will be independent and not have to depend on anyone for anything once this is done. God bless you and your efforts. You've got this! 💖 🤗🙏👍

Comparing yourself to others at any time during your education is only self-defeating. Worry only about your issues. Plan life one week at a time during the semester. Class time, sleep, study, eat, laundry, shopping. I did better when I worked a part-time job for a few hours daily. It gave my mind a break, and I could see that the world did not revolve around me or my issues, allowing me to hit the books in a more focused manner. If you have trouble with a class, get help. If it's math, there are so many online resources to help. Buck up! It's a long journey, and you have only just started. It's not the smartest that always succeeds, it's the most determined who refuses to quit and is motivated by the fear of failure. Stand your ground and grow your brain. That is what college is for...identifying your weaknesses (academically) and building them up. Focus on how to study and take proper notes and above all be a sponge in lecture and hear everything your professor is saying.

wow civil engineering-- bet you figure it out . at 21 ain't no point in being in a hurry to figure it out. sorry for your stress