I feel mediocre

Do not let anybody fill your head with that nonsense. I am going to tell you what my stepfather told me growing up. I was a lifelong baseball player from the age of four all the way through high School. I was raised in a baseball household where three step Brothers went to triple A ball and one actually made it to the show for a little while. It is not whether you hit a home run every time you step up to the plate that matters. What truly makes you a winner is that when the chips are down you have the guts to step into the box and dig in anyway. And you swing the best you can. If you give it 100% effort and nothing less every single time then you are a champion regardless of what anyone else tells you.

You should never comapre yourself to others, everyones different and going through something different. You are good enough in your own way and dont ever forget that you are enough. Im sorry that u feel stupid i relate to this aswell but just know your not alone and can always ask for help.

In the end, your only competition is truly yourself. Everyone makes their way with different strides. Some get to where hey want to be quicker and some later. You'll get there. Don't worry.

There will always be people who do better than you, always be people who do a lot worse too. Just be the best you, that you can be. It's all any of us can do.

it's gonna be ok <3 keep being you! you're perfect they way you are, and nothing can change that! if you need someone to talk to, I'm here :3