I feel lonely

Maybe I’ve read too many romance stories these past few years , but I feel like I would never be loved .
I have this fear and it’s of being loved , I know I am incapable of being loved and that’s that . But it pains me to know I won’t be experiencing what others experience .
I love loving people and being there and listening to people, but I get scared if I form any sort of attachment towards someone because I am scared they will leave , or id annoy someone and then leave .
I prefer to be alone than to annoy someone.
I dunno where this message is going because it’s my first time here and I don’t think what I wrote is very understandable, I apologise to whoever is reading this . Have a good day !