Why does existing hurt like this?

I think I am having an episode and its been taking quite a lot of time. This feeling never leave me. I feel hurt just by exisiting and living feels like an obligation for me. With the regrets and shame with me, I suffer like this. I feel alienated because I can't reach out to friends for the fear of not being understood. The deep emotions I feel, I cant make them understand this.

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RedGrizzly · 26-30, F Best Comment

Hey there. I just wanted to say you're not alone in feeling that way and I'm sorry that you're going through this. If you need a ear to listen and just vent, by all means, I don't mind if you wanted to DM me.

umarudesu · F

@RedGrizzly Thank you, very much:'(🫂

RedGrizzly · 26-30, F

@umarudesu Always, and I mean it! Thank you for bc, but I didn't do it for that. I got your back. 🤗🤗🤗

in10RjFox · MVIP

When you don't understand others emotions or deep emotions, why should they understand yours ?

Your feelings are so may be due the vagabond thoughts as you have not found a purpose or haven't let a purpose find you.

So get out and find a purpose.

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in10RjFox · MVIP

@umarudesu what I meant is once you start attending others problem, you will start to forget yours. Like even a doctor needs another doctor for her ailment.

You have secluded yourself and alienated yourself due to your own thoughts. Common mistake that many do.

You are stagnated yourself in life and hence life is not flowing through.

Do you have a lover ?

umarudesu · F

@in10RjFox i dont...

in10RjFox · MVIP

@umarudesu so find a lover online to whom you can open up in anonymity. Get to know the person by asking questions, that way your mind gets to attend newer stuff and gets relief from attending your self.

Mudkip · 31-35, M

I suppose life itself can feel taxing at times. The daily struggles of life and work balance can sometimes just drain you. Hopefully you get through this buddy.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

Sometimes it helps to vent and talk it out here. No judgment.

ABCDEF7 · M

QuietEd2019 · 31-35, M

If you would like to talk about the emotions and what regrets and shame you feel burdened with I aim to be a good listener if you need 🫂

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