srsly what is wrong with me

lately i haven't been feeling like myself, i feel so alone even tho i'm surrounded with people, i keep confusing reality with my daydreams. I really feel like i have gotten to used to imagining myself in a different world, different face, different friends, and a different family. I really don't know anymore, i have a good family, my face is okay i guess, but maybe it's the friends part. A certain friend of mine made me lose my trust in most of my friends because they said that they never liked me in the first place even tho i was always there for them when they needed me, and i never asked for anything in return. I can barely trust any of my friends now, it always feels like they're talking behind my back.

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ItsDesssss · 18-21, F

I don't think there's anything wrong with u (knowing ur probably an overthinker I'm inclined to state that this is the internet and I have no issues being truthful 😭🤣) tbh u can't really trust ANYONE but if you're gonna go about ur daily life constantly waiting for someone to stab you in the back the only one suffering is you. People are going to talk and there's nothing anybody can do about that . My advice is just to carry yourself to the best of your ability so that you know whatever happens it's not because of you. There's nothing wrong with daydreaming I'm a Pisces so that's literally my whole thing just remember that real is real , your daydreams are just that daydreams unless YOU change that. I've been feeling very alone like you,being surrounded by people but close to none 😕 it's a very humbling feeling but you're not alone. 🌸✨