I'm scared of my future
Every day, every night, every second, every minute, every hour, every happy moment, every sad moment.
I think about my future, I can't stop it. It's like I'm living in the future. It's because I'm scared of failure, I don't want to fail but I still can't do anything about it. My family did so many things for me to not fail I'm SO scared of disappointing them. I have a very important exam in 2 months, I'm counting the days but I still feel like i do nothing, i'm so scared, and now I can't even vent to my friends, (that's why I'm on this site, don't even know where I found it.) When I hear the words "Study" or "LGS" ( --- entrance exam) I just throw anger tantrums, pull my hair, and things like that. It may be insignificant for you but it is important for me, I'm scared.
I think about my future, I can't stop it. It's like I'm living in the future. It's because I'm scared of failure, I don't want to fail but I still can't do anything about it. My family did so many things for me to not fail I'm SO scared of disappointing them. I have a very important exam in 2 months, I'm counting the days but I still feel like i do nothing, i'm so scared, and now I can't even vent to my friends, (that's why I'm on this site, don't even know where I found it.) When I hear the words "Study" or "LGS" ( --- entrance exam) I just throw anger tantrums, pull my hair, and things like that. It may be insignificant for you but it is important for me, I'm scared.
