How foolish of me

And i thought i was special. Me and my friend, we were friendly flirting and as I started getting a little bit jealous when he started doing the same to other people. I am touch starved, and i need attention, as im going through a pretty difficult time and only he knows every detail of it. There is this other friend who always obsesses over a person, and my besty fell into their trap. Now they speng time together more than ever. This obsessed friend only cares about him, and makes him random gifts but just for him.

And i really felt special when he friendly flirted with me, when he said I was pretty, when he texted me gm/gn. I just want someone, it doesnt have go be a romantic partner, just someone that will hug me, text me throughout the day, someone that can make me smile and blush. Now he does this with her.

And I am the person he trusts the most, still. He vents to me since im more mature than her. Ive helped him so much and I still do. But i guess thats all i am, judt a helper. A support, for people to use when they feel down, thats all i am. I care too much.