It’s overwhelming having to stay silent.

It’s been barely days since he broke up with me, and I am just frustrated because I know I could have done better. Be better, but all the mis-communication we had.

I miss him, so deeply, like. I still talk to him, but it hurts not being able to show my affection. I love him. So damn much.

He did say we could be back together after healing a bit after our bad arguments we had in our relationship.

But I just wished he could’ve told me sooner, even if I am angry, irritating, anything. Just told me, something, anything.

I love him and I want to be better for us.

I want to tell him everything, I want to fix us, I want to help him and become a good couple. I want him.

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ArtieKat · M

I hate to be brutal when you're in such pain but I've always found (from bitter experience sometimes) that there's a reason for rows which lead to a bust-up. Without wishing to sound patronising but you are still young enough to start again.

He did say we could be back together after healing a bit

If you're going to get back together then the time is now. Being apart now simply means you'll grow further apart. Use this time to learn how to love yourself.