It’s overwhelming having to stay silent.

It’s been barely days since he broke up with me, and I am just frustrated because I know I could have done better. Be better, but all the mis-communication we had.

I miss him, so deeply, like. I still talk to him, but it hurts not being able to show my affection. I love him. So damn much.

He did say we could be back together after healing a bit after our bad arguments we had in our relationship.

But I just wished he could’ve told me sooner, even if I am angry, irritating, anything. Just told me, something, anything.

I love him and I want to be better for us.

I want to tell him everything, I want to fix us, I want to help him and become a good couple. I want him.