july 23 2023

while i was getting ready for a trip i forgot that i let my cat outside so i went outside and tried to look for her so we could take her to the trip with us that’s when my neighbor stopped me and told me if i was looking for a cat i said yes and she said that a cat was in her backyard so she let me in her backyard and i saw my cat laying in the dirt meowing and when i got closer she had scratches in her ears,paws, and some on her stomach i didn’t know what to do so i told my neighbor i would be right back so i could call my parents for help, my parents went with me and my dad saw the cat and told me she would be fine, i stood up and saw a white cat close to me looking at my cat i didn’t know what to do my parents took it inside the house my cat couldn’t move and kept meowing my parents just told me to wait and that we would take her to the vent tomorrow morning but in a hour i saw that my cat stopped meowing and when i saw her she wasn’t breathing and her eyes were wide open i started bawling my eyes out bc in that moment i realize that she had died i feel so guilty because if i just haven’t let her out that day she would still be with me.