I don’t know how to vent anymore.

I don’t know how to vent anymore honestly. I feel so alone and I never talk about my feelings with anyone else because I’m afraid of them judging me or it’ll change the way they look at me. I have been suffering family issues for a while and it sucks to show any signs of fear of yelling in front of my friends because then they see the real me. So whenever someone asks me how I’m doing I say “I’m fine.” When I’m not. I even suffer anxiety and ADHD on top of all of that. I’m just so tired.

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Complicatedsyrup · 46-50, F

I think you do you know how to vent.

Thank you for being so open and sharing your post.

I’m sorry you’re having a hard time and will happily be an ear or shoulder- just DM if you need a friend.

To be honest, you seem to have a good handle on the complexity of your emotions and see how actions or lack thereof have consequences.

The fact that you’ve identified your insecurities and understand why you need to be so withdrawn and alone is quite intuitive and self aware.

You’re going to work on improving your mental health and slowly, patiently piece yourself back together again .