I just need advice or someone to tell me what I did wrong...just please..anyone...

I've been getting insults and basically everything thrown at me since I turned 15...Im almost 19 now. I thought it was just because I really did something. But today it really got to me...every single thing... I got everything thrown at me today and the past few days...Im always blamed for something I didn't do. And I can't help but stay quiet. Im afraid to talk, Im afraid to defend myself and Im so tired of it...I really don't know what to do anymore...I feel like Im not counted as a human being. I always feel left out,ignored and I always feel like I don't matter. And sadly this is happenining in the family. Its all towards me...always,all the time...no one else,not my older sister,not anyone of my cousins...just me... I don't know what to do anymore...I try not to cause problems but the more I try to avoid causing the more problem I cause...I just need help...someone help me please...

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Iwantyourhotwife · 22-25

Look up "the family scapegoat" or "the problem child"

It is an abuse that happens when people seek to attack your self esteem because you're an actual human being. You are honest. You also believe other people do not lie, deceive, or abuse. You stand there confused and do not fight back because you consider it might be true. But see past the gaslighting

Some people are cruel manipulators who will use our natural understanding of truth to hurt you. It is not your fault

You're dealing with evil. And remember this:

When a snake bites you, you do not try to catch the snake and try to explain to it why you did not deserve death. You instead get as far away as you can and try to treat the poison before you die from it. Take care of yourself. Know that NOT EVERYONE IS HONEST. And the hardest people to deal with are liars. You will find them being so hardheaded. Learn to be strong in their face. They really hope you just take it and believe it. And yes. It can be your own mother or sister. They can be the most evil to us at our weakest. I know what it is like. Just be strong and realize you can see reality clearly