The whole world knows me

I am schizophrenic and have the thought-broadcasting syndrome. It's a syndrome where you think that people know your thoughts. When it is particularly strong, in the end of winter and the start of spring, I feel like everybody knows me... I think unappropriate thoughts, and people get irritated. It's like they know, or feel what I'm thinking. And most of the time they dislike it. I can watch a youtube video from 1964, while I'm born in 1993, and people in the video will react to my thoughts. It's like I'm a monster everybody tries to avoid. Feels bad man... This could be a bigger and more in-depth post but I'm too drunk. So yeah. This is what bugs me very much about my life.