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am i bad? im confused...

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for an 11 year old,yes. ur bad and seek help
for an 11 year old,no, but try to get therapy
no you are not.
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(TW: a lot of vent, sh, suicidal thoughts, etc)

1/28/2019: the start of it all, my birthday, I had just turned 7 on that day. I had a birthday party at a rollerskate place, I had learned about suicide and thought "What kind of dumb person would do that?!" that year was.. sad, so much happened in that whole year . including my mom being an alchoholic and when she came home she drank until she passed out on her bed. 2019 was when she really was bad, she would scream at me, and when i tried to talk back she would throw things at me or the floor. usally i would never get hit. (2020) i was in online school due to covid-19 and i would start slowly becoming depressed. my room was messy and i never had any motivation to clean it. my dad and mom i could never talk to them. i would purposely not eat because it was a punishment, it was all my fault. i would continue onto 2022. when it really got bad. i was exetremly depresed and i would scratch at my thighs and my wrists. (part two maybe..)
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No. You should not feel like a bad person. Was it painful? Our scars remind us of our past. I don’t know if this is helpfull or not, but it helps me 2 think about it like that.