I just need help

How I hope I have the money for a therapist, that way, I won't have to ask my parents. I just really need help.

Edit: hi, thanks for those that replied to my message. I was able to ask my mom yesterday about going to therapy, and it was a very hard decision for me as we both get emotional all the time, so we always just get into arguments. But thankfully, I was able to make her understand my problem, and she agreed to take me to a therapist.