what is this

i feel like i really need this bc ion wanna pile up my probs on the people around me. it feels very heavy that i jus wanna let my intrusive thoughts get the best of me. i'm only 14 years old and i'm suffering from borderline personality disorder and self harm. ion wanna relapse, i've been clean almost long enough.

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

I recommend you go to Reddit and visit r/Borderline

If you're not diagnosed I would take it easy with labeling yourself and instead look at ways to cope with your feelings in general.

Find an outlet to express yourself. For me it's singing, music writing, poetry and art I choose from.