I hate everything

Alright look. I'm seriously wasting my life. The fact that i acknowledge that and am still doing it is mind blowing. There's this girl who I've been talking to. She is really confusing though. I've aldready confessed my feelings for her and she knows i like her. It's been weeks since then and everytime i try to get over her she keeps sending msges and saying she isnt able to make a decision. I know i need to stop and that she clearly is just doing this on purpose but my heart isn't allowing that to happen. On top of that family issues etc etc are just weighing me down even more. I feel like a boat just drifting in the ocean with no fix destination. Everything i have interests in is not of my age. I can't gym cuz apparently i gotta wait till I'm 18 cuz "i won't grow" and i can't join the airforce cuz I'm still too young -_-

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

Tell her that you have better things to do than to let a girl treat you like an option between a pink or blue scarf. And that she's playing with your feelings and that you are sick of her so you have made the decision for her and tell her to choose the other guy she's thinking of because if she truly liked you, there wouldn' have been another guy.

And then block her exactly everywhere and cut contact and start to process healing from the fucked up experience.