i dont know what to do anymore

im 14 and hopless. i really dont know what to do anymore with my life, ive never felt so defeated in my entire life. i really need someones help but i dont want to bother or annoy anyone. i have been sh for a while now and i cant stop. i really dont want anyone to find out, but deep inside i want someone to notice so that they can know how much im struggling. i want to tell my teacher, but i dont know if i can trust that she wont tell my parents, cause i know ill get into so much trouble if my parents find out. ive really reached the end of everything. i dont even know why im still here and i lowkey just make so many peoples lifes worse. i cant do this anymore i really cant.

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hartfire

Your teacher would be legally obliged to report it to your parents, the school head and the counsellor if the school has one.

If there is a school counsellor, that would be the best person to talk to.

What kinds of self harm are you doing?
How do you feel just before you do it?
What thoughts, experiences or events trigger those feelings?

You can message me if you like.
I can't guarantee to be able to help with something as deep as SH,
but I can listen to what's going on in your life generally if you need to talk about it.