i dont know what to do anymore

im 14 and hopless. i really dont know what to do anymore with my life, ive never felt so defeated in my entire life. i really need someones help but i dont want to bother or annoy anyone. i have been sh for a while now and i cant stop. i really dont want anyone to find out, but deep inside i want someone to notice so that they can know how much im struggling. i want to tell my teacher, but i dont know if i can trust that she wont tell my parents, cause i know ill get into so much trouble if my parents find out. ive really reached the end of everything. i dont even know why im still here and i lowkey just make so many peoples lifes worse. i cant do this anymore i really cant.

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SW-User

Hi, you really need to start communicating with as many others as possible. Whatever the result, surely nothing is worse than just carrying on alone and in silence. You may well be surprised by the response of others, there really is a lot of untapped compassion and empathy in so many mind/hearts.

At your age you haven't reached the end of anything, certainly not of the capacity and the possibility of positive change and transformation. You are here to be with others, to share, to inter-act, to love, to care. Please be strong and believe in yourself and your own potential for good.

Sincerely, all the best.

LileLala · 16-17

@SW-User "At your age you haven't reached the end of anything." THIS MADE SOB SO BAD. i appreciate this message so much💛 i do believe i am getting better and healing slowly from the hole i was drowning in for so long! it helps to know someone out there thinks my emotions are valid. its been a month now since ive posted this and def have gotten so much better. you helped me thank you for that. i have stopped sh for a while now and my scars are almost fully disappeared. I LOVE YAA
take care!

SW-User

@LileLala Hi again, glad to hear you are feeling better. Stay strong.

All the best.