I just need a hug.

I have no one. My parents ignore me, my friends laugh at me. Im not cool enough to make new friends. Im not stong enough to leave old friends. Im not confedent enough to ask people to hang out. The only time people ever talk to me is if they want something from me and I don't know what to do. I want freinds but I am just annoying, stupid and a pain. I wish I was as pretty as other girls in my class, I wish I was as talented as people in theater, I wish I was as funny as (Im not saying names for privacy) A, J, J, J, I wish I could be a better person. And I am not, and no one likes me because of it. I just wanna be loved. Is that too much to ask for?