I am so drained

I have this bestfriend since 2nd grade. We've always been classmates until this year. She's always been my comfort person. She's like my sister. This year we are not in the same section. I have social anxiety. Im having trouble with socializing and making friends. Luckily I found some friends. Until now I still see her as my bestfriend. But her? I'm just now her second choice. I saw a her post with her 2 new friends. She didnt even informed me that they're at the mall. She's now cold to me. I'm giving her all of myself. I'm the only one whos making effort. And the other day, I was so mentally drained. She said something that has offended me bad. I feel like harming myself that time. That's just a few of the shitty thinks that she's doing to me. I cannot defend myself. I dont know whats happening in my life. I just feel like giving up.

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Noctva · 22-25, F

If she doesn't care about you anymore you shouldn't care about her too, i know its hard to give up on someone you cared that much all your life, but in the end the best solution, the one that is going to help you the most is staying far for that type of persons, she doesn't deserve your attention, you should look for someone who trully cares about you. I hope you find the solution as fast as you can, its hard to give up on something without knowing the reason, or thinking that its your fault, but maybe she doesn't have any reasons why and it was just because she isnt a good person.