hate myself.

there was a guy I actually gave my all to, his name is **** and when i first met him i had fallen inlove so quickly he showed me love no other guy has later on he breaks up w me cause hadn't lost feelings for his ex, he started saying i was a cheater to his friends and i dont understand why i cried sm n he was getting w other girls. i still had his sweater and stuff i got back w him like a week or two w him and again he leaves me for wanting to focus on himself n getting to relationships to quickly which he still does and i dont get why he couldn't focus on himself while he was w me but he was able to focus on himself w other girls i cry n cry n cry and im finally starting to lose feelings but he gets a new girl and he gives her the same exact sweater. ifhy a.