Thinking of ending my life.

Hey. I am just another depressed guy from Europe who lost his passion in living. There is absolutely nothing in my life that brings me a single drop of happiness, joy, pleasure, excitement anymore. I don't know what to do at this point. Everything is so pointless. I have already organized my room, written letters to my friends and family and planned my exit. I have attempted before however this time I'm sure it will work. And because of that I actually want to seek for help. I hate everything about my life and I want to end it but in a way I want help. I don't know what to do and how it's going to end.

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Starcrossed · 41-45, F

Sometimes it takes several different kinds of therapists with different psychotherapy techniques at the same time. Not all therapists are good at what they do or are the right match. I had to try out several therapists over years before I found someone who actually clicked with me, that I felt safe with and that I actually saw measurable progress with.

It can also take months/years of trial and error and dosage tweaks before you find meds that help too. I also went through that.

I read your comment that you've tried therapy for years. I've been there man, and I'm really sorry your in that space. I hope you can find someone to help if your in crisis and someone else to help for the long run. 🤗

LadyGrace ·

@Starcrossed https://similarworlds.com/christianity/believe-in-god/4574162-What-started-as-a-suicide-attempt-ended-in-a-real

Starcrossed · 41-45, F

I'm not one who likes to say "I'm triggered" but that was kind of triggering. I've had a friend who had this exact fail happen. Not everyone takes surviving failed attempt as a prompt to turn to Christianity, definitely not me nor my friend.