Thinking of ending my life.

Hey. I am just another depressed guy from Europe who lost his passion in living. There is absolutely nothing in my life that brings me a single drop of happiness, joy, pleasure, excitement anymore. I don't know what to do at this point. Everything is so pointless. I have already organized my room, written letters to my friends and family and planned my exit. I have attempted before however this time I'm sure it will work. And because of that I actually want to seek for help. I hate everything about my life and I want to end it but in a way I want help. I don't know what to do and how it's going to end.