Thinking of ending my life.

Hey. I am just another depressed guy from Europe who lost his passion in living. There is absolutely nothing in my life that brings me a single drop of happiness, joy, pleasure, excitement anymore. I don't know what to do at this point. Everything is so pointless. I have already organized my room, written letters to my friends and family and planned my exit. I have attempted before however this time I'm sure it will work. And because of that I actually want to seek for help. I hate everything about my life and I want to end it but in a way I want help. I don't know what to do and how it's going to end.

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Lostpoet · M

Go outside and walk around a little bit. Have you tried contacting a help hotline?

RotMot · 18-21, M

@Lostpoet I have. Unfortunately they do not answer after 10PM...

Lostpoet · M

@RotMot Can you tell me what's upsetting you so much that you are thinking about ending your life?

RotMot · 18-21, M

@Lostpoet I'd rather not take up your mind with my own negativity and bring you down. But thank you for being so kind.

Lostpoet · M

@RotMot Nah, I'm already as far down as someone can go. I just want you to know that you are worth it whatever you are looking for in life don't let the world or other people drag you down. I know that's cliche as fck but it's true. You are worth whatever it is that you are fighting for. Just keep going and things might change for the better.

RotMot · 18-21, M

@Lostpoet Thank you so much you really are too kind.