Vent. TW: Derealization

Hi, i am Ender, but people call me Max or Maxime. I dont need to explain what is going on, people will never listen to me. I just dont feel real. Does anyone had that feeling when your life, friends, everything start to fade away? Well, for me, thats the feeling i felt 2 months ago. But now, i feel a bit better and i have online therapy, at least. Bye!- Ender