im just rambling atp, dont mind this one.

i like life, i really do, but it's when i have to do something with it.

like, win some contest, get straight A's, have lots of friends or accomplish a big feat.

everyone else i know is winning life while im still struggling, even people who used to be struggling are even getting better.

im still stuck here.

i don't hate having anything to accomplish, but its when i start being compared to others.

so what if you won a picture book contest without even having to draw so much, while i drew a page every single day in hopes that my hard work would pay off.

so what if you're quiet and shy yet everyone still loves being around you, while i struggle to get a word out of my mouth.

this whole rambling ain't even staying on topic.

i hate this.