i'm so sick and tired of living.

I'm so sick and tired of living, everyone expects high from me, I've always tried my best and it's always not enough. I'm doing everything I can to make them proud but I just end up disappointing them. everyone only notices me when I do something wrong, I've always tried but all they see are my mistakes. even though it's just 1 mistake they'll always be disappointed in me they would shout at me for it. no one understands my feelings, I just want to have someone to talk to, someone who will listen, is it too much to ask??? I'm so sick and tired of being the "happy" and "therapist" friend. No one listens when I tell them my problems because "I'm just a kid" and "I'm too young to have a problem". I'm so sick of being left out and tired of life too. No one stays as my friend cause for them I'm annoying, which is true ever since I was a kid no one ever stays, everyone left me, even my parents don't what to spend time with me my parents think I'm annoying. they've always fat-shamed me and always make me feel like I'm ugly and worthless. I just want someone to love and accept me for who i am.

Carissimi · F

You must stop being a people pleaser, and trying to gain acceptance. People lose respect for people pleasers, so you are going to have to stop “trying,” and start pleasing yourself for a change. This can seem very strange to a young person whose parents are like “God” to them, and its natural to want their love and approval, and they may well love you, but perhaps they are immature, and don’t know any better. As hard as it is, you will have to be the grown up, and stand up for yourself. You can still show respect to your parents, but do it with strength of character and belief in your own worth, rather than subservient and trying to please them, and everyone else. Make your own peace of mind and happiness your first priority.