Hooray, academic expectations! 🤢
I graduated senior high without honors because I slacked offf and missed the cutoff by one point in one subject. So I thought, "Hey that's okay, I'll just do better in college" and with that I internalized the goal to becoming a cum laude (or even better) in bs architecture.
But then, my parents one day jokingly remarked "It would be nice if you graduated with honors."
I know by their tone that they were just kidding but I also knew they were half serious and meant it.
So now instead of wanting to work hard and get that sweet sweet award because I wanted to out of my own will and volition and nobody forced me but this is something I WANTED, now it's like I HAVE TO now.
Which sucks when it comes to motivation because now I have to carry the weight of their expectations yet again.
But then, my parents one day jokingly remarked "It would be nice if you graduated with honors."
I know by their tone that they were just kidding but I also knew they were half serious and meant it.
So now instead of wanting to work hard and get that sweet sweet award because I wanted to out of my own will and volition and nobody forced me but this is something I WANTED, now it's like I HAVE TO now.
Which sucks when it comes to motivation because now I have to carry the weight of their expectations yet again.