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i hate my mom tw: mention of suicide

sometimes i wonder what did i do to deserve such treatment from my mother, my own mom, where i came from. Why doesn't she love me, why does she want me dead, why do i feel like this, why was i born, i wish i was dead. i wish i died. like what she always wanted me to be, dead. she gives me things i want but one thing i long the most is motherly love, to exchange i love yous, to stop screaming at each other, do you think she'll care if i kill myself? probably not. why was i ever born? should i kill myself? would she cry? would she blame me for doing something stupid? would she feel guilty because she told me i should kill myself? or would she be happy im dead. she'd probably still think of me as a burden even when im dead.

um thats all lol kinda embarassing but yeah 👍 I'd prefer if you won't comment on the things I said like gaslight me into thinking she actually loves me lol
Parents are strange people, when you become a grown up you might understand. If she's getting you things that may be her way of showing love and compassion. Both screaming at each other means it's not just her screaming
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Jungleman · M
i can't say, my parents are normal loving parents, it's too bad for you.
xeiilys · F
@Jungleman good for u?

 
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