They smile at you because they love you and they're happy to have you, which is likely an unimaginable understatement.

Money comes and goes, it'll stabalise again, it was the same for us growing up. A lot of people are feeling the same as you, the pandemic unsettled and disturbed everyone's sense of stability and routine.

You don't have to be in the top 10, you don't stop being intelligent, I get the impression you're having difficulty focusing because of how you're feeling. You're not a failure, you haven't even been alive long enough to be anything approximating that.

I'd have an honest talk with your family about how you're feeling and why, get some catharsis and support, don't hold it in and bare it by yourself like that. It's normal to feel overwhelmed sometimes, we all feel like that, it's those times where you talk to people and be honest, especially your parents.

Come on you don’t have to be the brightest and best with tons of money. I’d reset your ambitions. Start with feeling good about the fact you are loved. Many people aren’t.

You have a nice family.. don't put so much pressure on yourself 😐 tho its nice to get good scores in school, its not the most important thing in the world..

Just do the best you can and be yourself thats all anybody can do and its what your mom and dad want from you ask them

You’re not a failure, and you haven’t really gotten dumber, maybe there’s some obstacle interfering with your learning now that developed while you were away from school. Anyways as long as you’re doing your best that’s all anyone can ask of you. If you end up homeless that’s nothing for you to be ashamed of. You’re so young and you still have such a long way to go. Whatever you do, please don’t hurt yourself!