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Do i deserve to live?

So my parents like my older brother and i dont really mind that its just that they told me they dont have favorites and when my brother does something bad they just let it slide but i do a tiny mistake they sudenly guilt trip me and threaten me and the worst part is they told me i was a mistake and that iwasnt suppose to be born, i know people have worser problems than mine and im sorry about this i really am so please dont be mad at me

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Mamapolo2016 · F

"You are a child of the Universe. You have a right to be here."

I had wonderful parents - unfortunately that's not guaranteed.

When mean, petty, angry people make babies they become mean, petty, angry parents. That's not YOUR doing. It's their doing.

Try to see this as temporary. I know the teens seem endless, but they're not. Hang in there until you can leave and find somewhere with love and oxygen to breathe.

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