He ruined my life

Ok so I dated this guy like 4 years ago, then he left me in ( probably) the worst way possible. After that, I became depressed and missed the school year. This happened next years too, so long I've lost 4 years. I got diagnosed w depression, anxiety, which triggered to develop a tda, an eating disorder, a brain failure non-receptive disease and several heart problems from the stress it put me on. Now, he started talking to me again, and he doesn't know abt any of these, I am feeling truly helpless against my emotional dependance from him while I slowly feel and notice how my body is becoming weak and getting sicker each second.

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Carissimi · F

Just remember one thing ... you are choosing this for yourself. It’s not on him, it’s on you. If you like being weak and sick then keep in contact with him. If you want to be healthy and well, and have future prospects, you block his number, and everything else that keeps you in contact with him. Maybe it’s not that he’s toxic, maybe you are toxic to yourself when you are in certain situations with certain people. If you are so dependent on him, you need to let him go, and work on yourself with some professional help, if you can.

It’s hard, and it will hurt terribly, but you have to work towards being stronger. Good luck!

Elysiia · 22-25, F

@Carissimi ye we are both extremely toxic the difference is he doesn't give a single fuck about his actions having consecuences and I am extremely emotional so I kinda know its my fault but still

Carissimi · F

The choice is entirely up to you. @Elysiia