i hate myself

i hate every thing about me i dont think people around me likes me, im a good for nothing loser who sits on their room all day. my "friends " enjoy their life with no problems. why do i have problems? why do i have to live like this?. someone or something will just be beside me and stay with me, my cats. im very sad. i cant stop crying. im a crybaby who cries over small problems im stupid. im a weak bastard. i dont think ignoring my problems wont make me feel at ease.i didnt ask to live in solitude, i dont want to just stand on the same place as yesterday and the other days. i really have no one to vent on. some people on the internet is kind to me. they make me feel safe. i wanna die so bad, just sleep in my room until i starve and die, im sad today i really am. this is the randomest shit i made