Idk life s shit

I hate life. And myself. Today, or well yesterday since it s 2 am was my bday. And fam the 2020 phase is hitting back. In 2021 a lot of ppl told me happy bday and shits while this year it felt like shit. I hate it. I hate the fact that my parents don t care how i feel. I hate the way i feel and that i feel bad for it. I hate the way i am. My crush is shit. He won t even tell me happy bday but then give me mixed signals. I have to write some hw at math but i just can t. Life literally has no meaning. In 2021 i was really shitty cuz i couldn t fill my void in life. I found out that having crushes was helpful so i did. It s very nice till they don t like u back. Not like i expected a relationship or smt but that feeling breaks me. Am i that unloveble? Is there literally nothing ab me that can make u in love? I am a hopeless romantic and id wish to date to marry. No one till i ever meet had the same mind. I hate that i can t make an impression of myself. An impression that would stample on ppl s minds and make them remember ab me. Have no f ideas idk read franz kafka he cool

Lyfis2live

It's just a day, remember that. We all have one such day in our lives. No big deal.
Just carry on with life. Meet ones who make you feel better or if you don't find, do stuff that brings you smiles.

You can write, so write for a higher cause. Rather, work for any cause.

Blessings.

fakable

people don't need ideas. kafka willed to burn all his texts. max brod didn't listen to him. he's lying in the wall opposite kafka. kafka enjoyed thinking about his suffering. so can you.