Just need to vent

Sum times I just want to end it I feel shit I feel like idk what to do anymore it all went down hill when covid happened i lost interest in thing I liked I talk back to may family I get this out burst aq and I lost my only friend I gained weight and now with online class I never listen to the teachers anymore idk anything Abt the subjects am scared that I will disappoint my parents they were so happy to see my grades but in truth i just cheat i feel like i was an wanted like my sister is the opposite of me i want to be her to have the same confidences as her but i can’t she’s better in everything if i die i feel like its for the better if am gone.

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Coolkid777 · 26-30, M

Honestly i can relate to you on some levels because i myself have had such an awful time ever since the pandemic began back in 2020. I even had my first ever panic attack and things went downhill from there sadly and i felt confused, lost, broken, lonely, friendless.

I felt like i lost all motivation back then and i remember feeling so hopeless and i also had intrusive thoughts which didn't made things better at all but im glad im still here trying day by day.

I know its hard sometimes because of how life can be nowadays. More downs than ups but we have to keep fighting everyday and be there for each other.

I know what thats like to feel hopeless and not knowing what to do about it. Im still clueless about what i should do but its important to find that right friend who will always have your back. It's so necessary especially in those dark times.

I still struggle daily but i feel like i can't give up on myself because there's too much beauty in this world maybe you might not see it but there is. Underneath there's always good things in this world. We just have to see it for ourselves. We have to find that beauty for ourselves.

If you ever need to talk or vent to me. I'm always here!😊❤️

Shxro · 31-35, F

Please do not say that ! Everybody is special in their own way !

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