Am I stupid?

I really have got problems with my family and school my mother and father are in a bad relationship and at school I get bullied. everyday iam asking myself if iam overeacting or something. I can't really talk with anybody firstly because nobody's got time for me and even if they do they tell me I should stop talking such sh*t. second I don't really know how to talk without stuttering/crying/breaking down while trying to explain. am I such a crybaby?... On the internet I've got my "friends" but I think they are just using me for money they always ask me for things (money) and if I don't give them what they want they just stop interacting with me and are completely avoiding me until I give them all I have :(

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Godlovesme123 · 22-25, F

Hey I can truly EMPATHISE with you darling . I have also been a bullied person before . On one recount , I remember that I had a classmate put Liquid paper all over my pencil case and steal my gel ink pens that are so so expensive, and I ended up tearing up and getting mad at them in secret . Also on another recount , I find myself getting lonely/ lonelier these days at my school located somewhere in the world 🌍 and people tend to avoid me and I don’t know why therefore I suspect that they are isolating me and bullying me at times . And , also my parents tend to get mad at me and sometimes they shout at me and I hate it and sometimes my grandma gets physically abusive at me and I hate it . I have been bullied before too so I can understand you . And I am not ashamed anymore even after being bullied and breaking down in tears . I am a troubled Christian because I cannot feel the presence of God and I have a bad feeling about this and I still have a GOOD prayer life. Anyway are you a Christian? If you are I can consider being your friend .