I can't understand myself

I have an overdue school works. It should be passed 2 weeks from now. I have a lot of time on those weeks and days to get it done, but somehow I can't force myself to do it. I always procrastinate. I feel that I don't have the energy, even though I know that I will regret the consequences later on. I can't understand myself if I'm burnt out or I'm just being lazy. I forced myself to do it, but in the end I can't even focus even though there's no distractions around me. What should I do? I'm struggling and I'm ovethinking with my grades. I think I'm gonna be crazy. I want to do my school works, but my body is not listening to me! Now I only got 1 whole day to finish it all and I don't think I have enough time.

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4meAndyou · F

My parents used to force me to keep up with my work, and do my homework in grade school and high school, but I am a procrastinator, too. I usually waited till the last minute on all my college assignments, and studied like crazy the night before when I knew it couldn't be put off any longer.

Sometimes the fear adrenaline, knowing you are not prepared and an assignment of big exam are happening the very next day is enough to push you through.

Sometimes it's not. It's okay to be that way for ONE class, knowing you can cram the night before, but sometimes you need to fail, so your parents will notice, and help you.

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