I Need to Vent

I'm trapped

@jadeddivinity: between what?

@MartinTheFirst: I'm trapped in the house

@jadeddivinity: Just go out?

@MartinTheFirst: someone will bring me back into the house

@jadeddivinity: Who will this person be?

@MartinTheFirst: my bf. he doesn't want me wandering off but he doesn't see the demons in the house

@jadeddivinity: demons? Are you talking about things you see?

@MartinTheFirst: yes they're demons

@jadeddivinity: ... I don't want to be the one who tells you this, but it's only in your mind... you need to think of something else my friend

@MartinTheFirst: i know it just feels so real.

@jadeddivinity: I understand you, sometimes I imagine things as well but I have to tell myself to calm down and it disappears. Perhaps the two of you can start taking walks? it will ease the stress for you and you'll have a good time venting under the open sky

@MartinTheFirst: thats a good idea. only problem is it's late at night when it gets the worst

@jadeddivinity: so? I take walks 3 am at night all alone, as long as you live in a safe neighborhood you should be fine.

@MartinTheFirst: im not sure how safe it is. if it's safer than being inside i'll do it

@jadeddivinity: it's not safer than being inside, but ask your boyfriend what he thinks. You can't live life scared every day or it isnt worth living at all, that's what my mother said to me, so don't live in fear.

you're right. i don't want to live in fear. i just want the problem to go away is all.

@jadeddivinity: Meditation is key. Just sit down, and figure out what is real, what is not real, what is important, what is good, what is bad.

@MartinTheFirst: Yes, grounding myself is the best key to overcoming this.