I Need to Vent

So I'm watching my grandfather at their house in the city. No wifi granny leaves the a.c. off . miss the country, grandpa is up three to four times a night needing help to go to the bathroom. Also help to go anywhere. Old ppl are...boring. Though I appreciate his neutral status on religion which I hate btw. The ppl in this town are weird. They are a little antisematic. Grandparents too. We play cards, talk about boring things, and they complain about news and politics and watch game show that... Is...it. It is just... Boring. Just...boring. The upside is the aid is def gay. Though I'm still shy af and still in closet with grandparents. Even the random conversations I had with him...were...so random.... Sigh....anywho. Life is blah rite now