I Need to Vent

So.

I've been bitching that I'm sick, right? I cried for a moment today. Just from not feeling well. Nunya wants me to go to the hospital, I can't even make a coffee without losing my breath. Been laying in bed most of the day...

but I have 4 boys to raise. I have laundry to do, I have to sweep, mop, throw out the trash, sanitize and wipe shit down, etc. Basic householdness. This is a home of 7 people.

I'm sick af. and I'm the only person doing it. Nunya helps me with what he can but he's somewhat limited.

My ex is acting like a fucking child right now. All pissed off because he has to do the fucking dishes. Flying through them. Slamming them around, dishes crashing about..
All he's really doing is wasting my soap. Because ... knows he can't wash a dish right to save his own life. Forbid he use effort..

I can't believe people like this exist.
He exists.

Are you like this? You exist.

It's disgusting.