im getting bad again

idk what to do, i just don't know anymore,everything is so tiring these days i feel so tired and exhausted, i want a break ,everything is so unbearable,my memory loss is getting worse and it's killing me,i wanna recover i wanna recover i cant let my grades detriorate and i can't mess up the chores taht they give me,i can't have such a memory at such a young age or else ill bring it w me when i get older,that kills me, I've been working so hard,so damn hard go pretty up my grades and everything,and in the end im just gonna fail bcs of memory fucking lose???idek anymore i just,i give up