I’m tired of feeling like I’m not enough

Every relationship that I’ve attempted has ended the same way and I’m beginning to think it’s my fault. They all ghosted me. I’m not going to be the one who constantly tries to start a conversation for it to end within 10 seconds. I am not a talkative person and half the time I have to force myself to be sociable. I suck at texting and talking over the phone. I don’t think I’m good at holding conversations. I like to stay home and watch tv and play video games. I like to eat and go places as long as it’s not a bar or a club. I’m not exactly a fun or adventurous person. I’m boring. I need to learn to accept that.