I Am Not Where I Wanted to Be At This Age

This... is not... how this... was supposed... to go. I am literally watching everything that I have ever wanted, planned, worked on, and dreamt my life would be... happen to everyone else except for me. It’s enough to make you not even want to try and keep living anymore. Nothing good will ever happen. This is all for nothing. There’s no hope. I don’t know what to do